life as i know it...

there are so many things that are unsure. like what i want to do with my life...or what i want to be when i grow up. i have absolutely no idea what i want out of life. all i know is that i want to become successful at whatever it is i decide to do, and to have a great family of my own. thats prettymuch the only thing that i am sure about at this point. school has just become another one of those things that im only doing because i know its what i need to/should do...not that i enjoy it or even slightly like it because the truth is that i HATE it! obviously education is one of the most valuable things a person can have, and not everyone has the opportunity to have a great education; but, i still would rather just skip this stage in my life and just head straight for the success/working part. needless to say, uncertainty is basically the recurring theme for my life lately and i cant wait til its finally over. i would love to just wake up one day and find myself sleeping beside the man of my dreams (as my husband)...waking up in a room right down the hall from my beautiful children, get ready for the day and go to my dream job...basically just skip all of this uncertainty. i know, not realistic, but one could wish right!? also, knowing where i stand would be great too...just sayin! thats all for now, i just had to get it off my chest :)