just wondering...

why is it that the more you bend over backwards to make people the thinner they want to stretch you. there is so much to do, but so little time and i feel like there is never enough time in the day tou get everything done...granted there are so many more people that have more going on than i do, but honestly i dont know how they do it. sometimes it just seems like no matter what i do i can never make everyone happy. i dont know. some days i look at my life and think "how in the world did i get so lucky for every element of my life to go hand-in-hand?" and other times i just want to ask "why?" but i know all of this crap will be worth it once i finally figure out what i want to do with my life and establish myself as a professional. im practically already counting down the days until im finally out of school for good and my only concern is my family and friends and my career. to me it just seems like that day cant come soon enough. sometimes its overwhelming, but any time i feel too stressed i take a second to stop and think about what my future WILL be like if i just stick with it and get done...and its worth it. so for now i guess ill just keep doing what im doing, being stretched too thin, bending over backwards to please everyone even though sometimes i dont succeed in making anyone completely happy, and just skip forward to when i know its gonna be great. until next time, remember...no matter what, if you stick to what you need to do you will make it through :)