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Friday, October 16, 2009
time makes everything better
So many people get caught up in the fact that as time passes people get older, but thats not necessarily always a bad thing. Most of the time, as people get older they become smarter and more mature...not always...but the vast majority. Recently, I have come to the realization that time even helps you forget. Forget pain, feelings, and just overall crappy behavior either of or caused by others. Every day it gets a little easier to forget, and by now I am almost completely over it. I am moving on and spending more time focusing on people who actually enjoy my company and who dont act like its a chore to talk to me. I have smiled more in the past week and a half (& especially the past few days) than i have in the past probably 2 months. I dont have to constantly worry about being forgotten as easily as I was discovered, and I can be 100% certain that the conversations I have are real. It feels so good to finally be over this because I have spent WAY too much time on this...way too much time caring about it...and way too much time trying to figure it out when in reality there was never an actual explaination (the person responsible probably couldnt even explain it if I comfronted him). I'm finally free of this stupidity. So, thank you so much time for making things a little easier every day, thank you T for making me realize that it does get easier even if it is only slowly, and thank you (____) for making me smile! :) I have great friends and i appreciate all that they do for me!
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