way past due

i have not been on here in so long that i feel like there is too much to talk about. so, i am going to try to get back into writing a lot more often. plus if im going to keep in touch with my aunt through here i will have a lot of writing to do.

first things first, family is so wishy washy lately. i love them all, but there are times that everything my family does irritates me especially the family that i live with day in and day out, but im sure that is to be expected from someone my age. i have always gone with the flow and gone above and beyond what is expected of me to make my life easier, and i expect that in return i will be rewarded which is what has happened a lot recently...making life a lot more enjoyable haha. in other family health news last time i wrote my grandpa wasnt doing too well, but he has turned around and is feeling a lot better. his prognosis is not any better than the last time, but it has gotten a lot more comfortable for him, and he is living his life to the fullest while he still has time which is great. also, my aunt took a very big step on the path to a healthier life. her sergery went well, and i am proud of her for devoting so much effort to making her lifestyle changes :) way to go!

in other news, friends...some are great and some are not so great. my bestie, tiara, is still the greatest friend i could ever ask for. i know she always has and always will be the best friend i have ever had. newer great friends like my friend, courtney, who i have gotten close to lately always helps make my break in classes on mondays suck a lot less :) in the not so great category, a certain someone has been a complete jerk lately and has even gone as far as to say that i lead him on...which was never the case considering he knew the deal from the very beginning, but that is beside the point. i am so over it, and when he gets over it i will be here but for right now he's pissing me off so im enjoying the break. normally no i would not be childish and write stuff like this behind his back, but come on...he asked for it when he decided to write a bunch of crypitc crappy status' on facebook like i didnt know exactly who they were directed at. GROW UP!

relationship news...for a little bit it was kind of rocky, but things are looking up. im not really going to go into detail because i dont want to jinx anything before it has a chance to happen because i really want this to work out for a long time and i think the best way to do that is to just take things as they come and live day by day. its always an adventure. but the one thing that i will say is that i have never felt this way. :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

thats all for now, but im sure there will be a lot more to come when i dont feel so overwhelmed with so many things.