so it has been forever since i have been on here to write, and i kind of miss it. there has been so many things that have been going on in my life lately. my time has been eaten up with many different things recently. school and relationships are the two things that i have been focusing most on. these relationships include family, friends, and my boyfriend. first things first, school is basically aweful so far this semester...today was the first day in a long time where i have actually felt on top of things when it comes to school. i am overwhelmed with not only the number of credit hours that i have chosen to pile on myself, but also the level of classes im taking. yea i could have chosen to take some "blow-off" classes, but i chose to challenge myself...sometimes i regret it, but at the same time i know that i will get through it and that when i do i will be a stronger, better person because of it. i have never cried about being so stressed from school, that is until last night but today turned it all around and im all better now. school will always have its ups and downs. i cant wait to finally be done in a couple years but i refuse to let it make me miserable while i still have to be in school.
as far as relationships go i will start with family. because of school, family has kind of taken a back seat, and i feel bad that i have not had enough time for some of my family members lately but soon enough it will be summer and i will have all the time i could want to spend with them again finally. however, the family members that i am in contact with all the time are driving me crazy at the moment. a lot of finger pointing and controlling can be enough to make me wish i moved out a long time ago. i know i have it good here, but sometimes i just wish that i could be out on my own...is that really too much to ask for?
for friendships...i still and always will have the best friend ever! she is always there to listen to my crap or to console me when im having a hard time. i could never thank her enough for being there for me. she is coming up this weekend and i cant wait to get lunch with her and be able to finally catch up face to face. it hasnt really been that long since i got to see her, but it feels like forever sometimes! thank you so much T for EVERYTHING! :)
for my boyfriend, things are going great! i dont think i have ever met someone who has made me so happy (of course friends do, but im sure you know what i mean...as far as boyfriends go:)) i dont know how i got so lucky to find him but it makes me smile every time i think about how we are together and where i could see us going. im glad to have him in my life...i really havent stopped smiling in over three months! :) :) :)
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